Friday, January 25, 2008

Weighin day

Well as promised, here I am. Weighin day today and finally a loss - 600g - not a lot but pretty good considering I really didn't start doing anything until Tuesday.

Just shows ya that if ya move ya big fat butt, stuff happens!

So 4 weeks into the new year and I have accomplished a total of 100g loss. Woohoo. What a waste. I could've done so much by now and here I am just starting.

At least now I have done my last full time day at work and am now doing 4.5hours a day. Will be home by 3pm, gives me time to clean the house, get dinner, get girls sorted and get exercise. Things should really start to settle now - fingers crossed.

Well just a short and sweet one tonight, might finally have an early night for a change. WOW - whats that.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

I know, I know.

I know, I promised regualar updates and have slacked off considerably but things have been hectic around here.

I went into work on Thursday and told them that I wouldn't be staying the extra 4-6 weeks. Mark(my boss) was great. He rang the employment agency and told them that I had a permanent job. When I rang them, my consultant, Rebecca, told me that Mark was really upset to be losing me but they could not offer me a part time job yet as they weren't allocated that kind of position in the budget. They had just fought to get 6 permanent full time staff (the jobs are advertised next week). Tuesday was to be my last day and I would start the Spotlight job on Wednesday.

Friday weighed in with another stay the same. Can't move a bloody gram at the moment but I spose that happens when you don't do anything about it.

Tuesday, Bethany woke up throwing up. Ended up having to take the day off work (last day!) but went in for 30mins to hand in security card and say goodbye. Mark asked me to leave my name and number for future reference and as I left wished me good luck with the new job but if it went pear-shaped to give him a call. I must have done a good job. That afternoon, seeing that I was home at a decent time and the girls were actually in bed before 8pm, I went for my first 30min walk of the new year. It felt great to actually be doing something!

Yesterday went to new job (after Peter waking up throwing up, at least Bethany was better) from 10am to 3pm. When I got there I was told the job wasn't permanent it was only casual. And you know what I did for the day. I spent 2 hours with the manager reading my employment paperwork to me out loud. Had 10 min break for water and spent the next 2 hours and 50mins sorting out ribbon (putting the right colours together on the shelves). As I left the manager said to me, see you tomorrow, we'll go through some more documents and then find something else for you to do. In short, IT SUCKED.

I got home and said to Pete and Mum that I had made the biggest mistake of my life. I had left a job that I thoroughly enjoyed, loved and was good at for a crap job that I might still be lucky to have in 2 weeks. As you said Lyn, which job do I enjoy? So I rang Mark and you know what he said "I expected to hear from you but not so soon. Can you come back tomorrow or would you like to have tomorrow and Friday off and come back next week"

Hows that! I said that I would come back today (need the money). He is still willing for me to got to part time hours from next week so I will be able to take Bethany to school and pick her up. Today he called the employment agency and told them I was back. On the way home I rang Rebecca to ask how long he had extended my contract for and she said he wanted it ongoing and "it sounds like he wants to keep you". I'm wrapt. Even if it is only for another 6 weeks but I would like it to be permanent.

And with all that going on, I still managed to go for a walk yesterday afternoon and today too. Three days running! And each day I can walk a bit further in my 30mins. Soon I will be back to where I was.

And speaking of walking, on Friday, Caitlyn took her first steps. As of today she will get up and walk about a dozen steps by herself and then drop or she will walk the entire length of the house holding our hands. She has even walked holding Bethany's hand, which thrilled Bethany.

So as you can see, busy things going on but as of next week things should start to settle when I start my part-time routine.

I promise I will be back tomorrow to let you know how weigh in goes.

Monday, January 14, 2008

Need some advice

I need some advice.

As I mentioned in my last post, my current contract job is offering me around another 4 weeks work. That's 37.5 hours next week and then 22 hours a week for the following 3 weeks at $24 an hour.

The problem I have is today I have been offered a permanent part time job at Spotlight starting in the middle of next week. I told them at the interview that I can only work school hours and every alternate Saturday. They want me for 15 hours next week starting Wednesday and then permanently after that but no set roster as yet but no less than 8 hours a week.

The problem is if I take this part time job I can't finish the temp job which would have given us an extra $2000 for the 4 weeks before tax. But then after those 4 weeks I would have nothing. If I take this part time job it is not as much money so quickly but its for good.

WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

My head is aching trying to work out what to do. If it had been the beginning of December before I got this temp job I would have jumped at it. Or even if I hadn't been offered an extention (the temp job was supposed to end Friday). But now all I can think of is that it will take me twice as long to earn what I will earn at Spotlight (roughly, thinking it will take 8 weeks to earn what I will earn for 4 weeks IF I get 22 hours every week) but then after that 8 weeks I will be getting extra - know what I mean?

I just know I am going to be tossing and turning for the next few nights.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

So tired

I really don't know how you full time working mummies do it. I'm exhausted.

And just as I was saying to Bethany this morning that after today there would only be 6 more days of me working full time, I went to work and was told by my boss that they were so impressed with my work would I extend my time there another 4 - 6 weeks. I told him the first week wouldn't be a problem but after that I would have to go to part time as Bethany would be going back to school ( a week before she actually does but I want to spend some time with her before she goes back). He asked me what hours I could work when she went back to school and I told him 9.30am - 2pm (am currently working 8.30am - 4.30pm) and on Tuesdays 9.39am - 1.30pm as she finishes early. He said that wasn't and issue and would I stay, so I said yes.

So now I have another 11 days full time and then 15-25 days part time. It helps us out by between $2000-$3000 before tax(depending on how long I actually stay). But I feel so guilty about not being there for Bethany. We have taken her swimming, to the Aquarium and on a long train ride down south and back so far these holidays. I have already planned to take her to the zoo, Pete is taking her to the water slides and I am going to take her roller skating one afternoon after one of my part time days (she got skates for Christmas from her cousin).

And then there is the big surprise. She doesn't know that on the 28th we are going to see Hi-5 (remember back when I got the tickets, 4 rows back from the stage). We still haven't told her and don't intend to until we get there.

So it's not like she has sat home all holidays. I just miss her and Caitlyn heaps while I'm at work.

Well will sign off now. I just want to go to bed. Before I go, here are some pics from the Star Wars party the girls were invited to. I made Bethany's costume from looking at pics like the one below but cheated and bought Caitlyn's off Ebay (came with a headpiece but I couldn't fasten it on so had to improvise with her real hair)






I just love my galactic princesses.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

New Look

Well, here's a new look for me. Not quite what I was after but after spending ages creating my own banner for my own layout, Blogger just didn't want to upload it so, spitting the dummy, decided to search for one already made. At least it's bright and positive.

Weighin Friday saw a 500g gain which believe it or not I was happy with considering on Tuesday when I took a sneaky peak at the scales it was showing over 89kg and TOM was due on Friday too(arrived yesterday). So I'll gladly take just 500g.

Started to get things back on track last week. Wednesday I stayed on 16 points, drank 900ml of water, spent 10mins of my lunch break walking up and down the stairs at work and a 30min walk that evening. Thursday saw 1.2litres of water drunk, 10mins of stair climbing but no walking and I didn't track any points, well it was 8 points till I got home and then I was just so tired I couldn't be bothered (not good, I know). Then Thursday evening, about 11pm Caitlyn woke up (not like her at all) and didn't go back to sleep until 1.30am. Bethany was woken up (Caitlyn has been moved into the bedroom next to hers now) and was still awake at 12.30am. Getting up at 6.30am for work was not good. And Bethany just did not want to wake up at all so made a call to work and told them I wouldn't be in (is only temp job so wasn't too fazed but will miss the $150 for the day). Points and exercise Friday were just not on my mind. Still no exercise yesterday but only myself to blame for that.

Checked the damage today and it's not too bad at all. Have already organised things to go for a walk tonight so back on track today and am back to work tomorrow, so look out stairs, here I come. (Geez my calves burn after that though!)

Have spent the last few days catching up on each and every one of the blogs I read. It has been great catching up again, although I am not sure if there are many of you out there still reading mine but will be back regularly now and will try and earn you all back. If there are any lurkers out there that read but don't leave comments, please give me a hi, just so I know you are still there.

I am stealing the idea from Karen of posting the last 2 Santa photos the girls had taken, just to show the difference a year can make.

2007

2006


The difference is amazing. Not just with Caitlyn, but Bethany. She seems to have really grown up, changed from being a toddler to a real little girl. Her transformation amazes me more than Caitlyn's (although the change in her is amazing too, she is over half Bethany's height already.)

Well better go, must get things organised so I don't miss my walk. Hope you all had a great weekend.